We all hide parts of ourselves from even our most closest friends. With me, my friends each know different parts to me but not everything. There are days that I wish I could just take back everything I've said to anyone and leave it at that because people know too much about me and I can't go a day without someone wondering why I am smiling, why I'm so quiet or why I'm crying. Many reasons dictate each of the examples given but I just want some privacy. I guess it's my own fault though because myself and my need for sympathy and need for attention get too much to bare and I have to tell SOMEONE what happened to me and bask in their response. I am an attention seeker, I have a feeling I've been called one and if not, I'm surprised actually. This post contradicts itself since I'm blogging all this to the public and not keeping it inside of me but I need to get it out on paper and I'm not looking for sympathy (she said for the millionth time). I have too many emotions the moment and I just want to curl up in bed and watch the world go by. But Life doesn't like that. Life wants you to face all it throws at you and if you mess up, Life ensures you remember that mess up, by God does she make you remember. I honestly can't see why I made this blog because there are other things I'd like to say but I'm too scared to put it up here, defeating the point of said blog. Man I need to think things through.
- Skully :3
