It happens to everyone, every hour, day, week, month, year, decade. We change. Humans change, whether it be appearance, friends, dress sense etc. Life just demands it. With me, I am a different person to what I was last year and even more changed from 13 year old me. My friends have changed from Primary school me, my voice and hair are different because that's how my life panned out. I made this blog post to discuss my feelings about 3rd Year going into 4th Year. Now, in Ireland, 4th Year is an optional year, as it isn't as academically focused at the other years and though many of my peers have chosen to take it, like me, some of my closest friends haven't. Now, up until today, I was looking forward to 4th Year but it's hit me how close it it. I'll be in a different class, year group, age group but none of that matters because those people going into 5th Year mean a hell of a lot to me. I'm crying due to the fact I won't see them in my classes anymore. This is a change I just can't accept and won't accept, even in September. My friends made me who I am today, some for better and some for worse but it's all a learning curve in essence. The day I guess this change will hit the hardest is when my friends who moved up a year make their graduation from 6th Year, when I'm only in 5th Year. That will be the absolute. They won't be in my school anymore. No matter what spare time I get during school, they won't be there. This is where my childish side comes out and I wish that they all chose to do 4th Year but Life isn't like that. I can't have what I want at every cross road. *hitches up trousers* If our friendship is what I think it is, a year out when I'm in 5th and they graduate won't severe the ties we've created from 1st, 2nd and 3rd year.
I guess I'll end, before I just continue on xD
- Skully :3
