1. People Thinking They Are Above Me: I have attended both a girls Primary and Secondary (which I am still in) schools so I have first hand knowledge of being on the receiving end of b*tchyness. You could say this should have given me a backbone but it didn't. I made me fear the laughter of people I'm not friends with, made me weary of looks from people, made me panic if I say something in class. What comes to mind is "Those eyes upon your back burn in/And dissect whatever is found within." I like making my own poems :/ I am not a popular girl - my own admission. I know that when I go for my Student Representative Council in 6th Year, I won't be Head Girl or Vice Head Girl for these will go to girls loved by more because they "fit the norm" of what my school peers want. I don't drink, smoke, meet boys or go to discos. I'm socially awkward around people I don't know, meaning teen discos would be a hell for me. The other girls joke and laugh about their antics of underage drinking over Facebook, another social must-have I am not on, and expect everyone to be doing the same. To me, this all seems a load of rubbish. Why ruin your liver with alcohol while it is still developing? Why kill of necessary brain cells during an important exam year? Why risk having a date rape drug slipped into said drink and not knowing what might happen to you?
... Yes I think of the worst case scenarios, problem?
I've never had a first kiss because I rarely go out for pleasure - always for something to do with school, music, Order of Malta etc. My best friend in the world is female and she is like me, so growing up she was my view of the world and I found this okay. School, however, showed me people need others to play the rungs of the ladder while they step all over them to reach the top. And if you aren't climbing the ladder with them, you better get comfortable being that rung.
2. People Being Idiotic/ Posts Ruining Good Music: With this, I am talking about stupid and pitiful comments on YouTube on videos which I adore, e.g Inception Soundtrack - Half Remembered Dream. The.... "humans" posting here are spamming the comments, saying this piece of music is great to "take a sh*t to." Seriously? Why must I call you a human? Shut up and listen to the, in my opinion, magical works of Hans Zimmer and stop being so childish.
Another video that made me hate humans was a video about a girl named Beth who suffered an awful childhood and never learned to love or trust anyone and never developed a conscience. She was 6 and a half at the time of the video and someone commented:
"That child needed to be locked up and what is wrong with these adoptive parents having the brother and the animals around her!"
She deserves to have a life she never had with her biological parents and you think it would be right to lock her away like a common criminal, away from human contact for things that happened to her she DIDN'T cause. Grow up and think before you post, please?I'm going to post more in another blog post maybe tonight or tomorrow but I'm wrecked now. Please comment and give me things to rant about! Cheerio!
- Skully :3
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