3. Arrogant, spiteful, malicious people: This might tie into a previous post but on a much broader scale. I am a person who hates seeing my friends and people I love and care about being hurt and crushed by someone who twisted their views of themselves and others in terrible ways. It fills me with anger and fear the people I adore won't be that shining light I know they can, all because of comments idiotic people make without thinking of the repercussions. This may seem like a stupid rant to be having but it is something that annoys the hell out of me because I guess I'm too caring for my own good. That might be my downfall one day because this world is unforgiving to those who have no backbone and if I was to become a doctor, which is my hope for the future, I might need to be gutsy when trying for higher positions in hospitals but I can't. Sure, I know many of my friends who could be courageous and they try for everything but I'm not like them and it really bothers me. My mum is extremely self assured but I'm not. I never talked back to people in Primary school because I didn't want to upset anyone and though I've tried being braver in Secondary school, I might have upset my chances of being on my Student Council. It's a Catch-22 situation - if I don't speak up, I'm forgotten and ignored but if I do speak up, those arrogant, spiteful, malicious people will cut me down to size and hang my head on a pike as a warning to those who think they can one up them. Seriously, I have no clue what I'm going to do and my friends will have a lot of my emotions to deal with as the weeks progress.
I'll end it here because this hasn't helped me feel any better.
- Skully :3
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